3 months of American soil….
A lot of people have asked me how I’m doing and if I miss China. I’m really not sure how I’m doing. I feel like I’m in survival mode. It’s not an easy transition but I don’t feel like I’m deep down in a dark pit and can’t get out. Things are the same but different. =) I feel like a stranger in a familiar land. Who I was in China isn’t who I am here, and I miss that part of myself. Of course I do miss certain aspects of China but there are also things I don’t miss at all, like how things are run, the yucky pollution and rude people. but I do miss the people a lot. I miss the lifestyle. I worry a lot more about finances and responsibilities and future-ish things here. Driving for some reason scares me a lot. My dad gives me a lot more lectures on how I should be planning for my future. I feel healthier…a lot more healthier. No more tummy problems for me! =)
Tomorrow is my first day of work. It feels very significant because it marks the beginning of my new life here. I’m really here and will be here for at least a little while. And the job is perfect! It’s with a non-profit that works specifically with the Asian community. My position is to help people find jobs. It will be challenging, but I’m really excited!!
